Tag: loss

A Million Times

I ran out to shout for you And I wonder if I called out your name a million times Would you feel my thoughts of you Would that bring us closer   If I called out for you a million times Would you turn around for once? If a flap of the butterfly could cause a tornado […]

When Night Falls

When night falls The walls of defenses weakens and vulnerability sets in The world is reduced to the boundaries  Of my bed, your presence grows  Each night you conquer the fortress I trued so hard to defend But I know it is all for naught

Contradictions

  Someone once said that to live is to die and that if we brace ourselves to die, we might live again   Another said that to love I must learn to let go so that we might love again   It sounds counter intuitive But i’m starting to see the grand flow of life so eloquently described […]

I know it’s over

    I know it’s over but still I cling I don’t know where else I can go Over…and over….   – The smiths, covered by Jeff Buckley   I’ve been looping this song over and over Each time slicing into my heart reminding me that it’s over reminding that i have no one to return […]

Forgive and Forget

It just occured to me that if I was forgiven The final reason why she still remembers me would be gone   If forgiving me means to forget me Should I be forgiven at all? If being forgiven erases the final traces of our time spent together Then let me be guilty all my life

What I would give

I would give my life for a final moment with you like the day we first locked lips and sealed a moment in time   Just like the blooming of the Epiphyllum whose life was meant for that moment The beginning and the end of beauty forever etched in time and space  

Pain and emptiness

Whoever said that emptiness would be Unfeeling and numb? The truth is that the numb is just a self defense mechanism to mask the intense pain behind it. You see, our hearts are containers to pain lying dormant, but invisible when it feels empty. But it is real, and at times when the numb fails, […]

A kiss 

We had the sweetest kiss And I smiled for the first time in months Only to wake up to the harsh reality   Though for a fleeting moment, I believed it was real and it was divine

And so it is

With a letter scribbled on the spot Without even talking, even though you were right in front of me You closed this door that I so desperately tried to keep open   This letter, the last letter i will ever get from you with that few lines, ending what will still last for eternity It […]

Slowly but Surely

Just like that bit by bit Slowly but surely   You erase evidences of a past we once shared   You bid your time I bid mine   Each to destinations of opposite ends   Slowly but Surely you leave me behind Fading into obscurity