I still don’t understand why you hate me so much. I mean I do, logically. But it is hard for me emotionally to understand why.. I truly loved you with all that I have and treated you the best that I could. I’ve wanted to ask you so many times, but each time I stop […]
Category: thoughts
Améliorer
I created a playlist for her and for me, and I would add any song that I thought would fit into the idea of a better tomorrow. So I looked at it again today, and decided that I would rearrange them into a music poem, albeit a very fragmented one. So here it is and an […]
I will never be
And I will never be I will never be myself I will never be I will never be too well – Billie Marten And I will never be myself cause I ended when you left – Tsuki
月夜
月圓月缺 心碎心缺 曲終人散 Translation : The moon waxes and wanes The heart breaks and chips The last song the last dance (probably not the best translation)
The more you take
But The more you take from me the more of you remains
It’s so ridiculous
“It’s so ridiculous”. I thought, as tears came flowing out while I was having dinner alone. Watching some lame ass kungfu drama in an attempt to distract myself, I started crying out of the blues. It was a funny scene, and i’m not sure what to make of it. I tried to continue […]
Algorithm for Heart Break
1. Vomit text, as much as you can. Poems, thoughts, curses, heartbreaking nonsense, whatever. 2. Write a song based on the impressive selection of text. 3. Sing the heart breaking song 4. If you feel better, stop. Else go back to 1.
I will
This is to tell myself This won’t kill me I will not give up I will be a better man
Contradictions
Someone once said that to live is to die and that if we brace ourselves to die, we might live again Another said that to love I must learn to let go so that we might love again It sounds counter intuitive But i’m starting to see the grand flow of life so eloquently described […]
Lonely
I guess there are many lonely and sad souls out here writing. People whom I follow and read, as an after thought, are all hurt and lonely in some ways. After all, we are all attracted to one another,across lands and cultures, in an attempt to heal ourselves collectively.
