I still don’t understand why you hate me so much. I mean I do, logically. But it is hard for me emotionally to understand why.. I truly loved you with all that I have and treated you the best that I could. I’ve wanted to ask you so many times, but each time I stop myself, I knew that my presence would disturb you. You needed to stay away from me, you wanted me out of your life. It is pointless to ask anyway, and the only thing i can do is do bear this hate and the questions in my head.