Love is a cancerous cell

I still miss you

Is it going to heal

Would writing nonstop and annoying all these people help

to forget you, to forget the pain, to forget the love

no it wouldn’t, for love is ingrained in our DNA

it doesn’t matter how long time has passed

they lay dormant like cancer cells,

waiting for the right trigger to

blossom once again

I miss the way you smile,

your almond shaped eyes

and the way your eyes smiled too,

the way you made fun of me in an affectionately,

the way you hugged me from behind and

how you described me in ways i’ve never been

I still remember the tears when you wrote about me

they will always remain at the corner of my eyes,

unwilling to flow down, to go against time, at least in my mind

Love is a cancerous cell

what felt like a “it might be okay” day

yesterday

feels like a “it will never be” day

today

it comes and goes

you can suppress it

externally, or your body might try to

but fail at completely eradicating it

but hey its ok

let me immerse myself in this

sadness, for this cancer is the last thing

that you gave me

__Tsuki San