“It’s so ridiculous”.

I thought,

as tears came flowing out

while I was having dinner alone.

 

Watching some lame ass kungfu drama

in an attempt to distract myself,

I started crying out of the blues.

It was a funny scene,

and i’m not sure what to make of it.

 

I tried to continue eating but

the tears wouldn’t let it go.

Why am I crying?

And for what?

 

I convinced myself to finish the food,

naively thinking that it would

make me stronger but who

am i kidding?

 

My tears flowed, tracing

the contours of my face,

but you remain within.