“It’s so ridiculous”.
I thought,
as tears came flowing out
while I was having dinner alone.
Watching some lame ass kungfu drama
in an attempt to distract myself,
I started crying out of the blues.
It was a funny scene,
and i’m not sure what to make of it.
I tried to continue eating but
the tears wouldn’t let it go.
Why am I crying?
And for what?
I convinced myself to finish the food,
naively thinking that it would
make me stronger but who
am i kidding?
My tears flowed, tracing
the contours of my face,
but you remain within.