It just occured to me that if I was forgiven
The final reason why she still remembers me
would be gone
If forgiving me means to forget me
Should I be forgiven at all?
If being forgiven erases the final traces
of our time spent together
Then let me be guilty all my life
Lira March 18, 2017
I could’ve written this myself, I’ve been feeling like this for quite a while. Thank you for the poem.
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Tsuki san March 18, 2017
Thank you Lira. You couldn’t have made my day better than to know that someone feels the same way.
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Lira March 18, 2017
You’re so very welcome. But feeling this way isn’t that good, so I hope we both heal somehow, haha. Choosing between being forgotten or hated is hard when it comes to the person you love. I’ve brought up these complicated feelings before in some of my poems, so I totally get you.
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Tsuki san March 18, 2017
I understand and i hope it is but a fleeting moment. But it is complicated and a complex feeling so i’m still sorting them out myself. And so i write. I’m sure you do that too.
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Lira March 18, 2017
Oh boy, I’ve been in this situation for MONTHS! At least six months, if I’m not miscalculating. I’m a great procrastinator sometimes. I do hope you get things off your chest and feel absolutely better in a (hopefully) near future.
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